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10/12/2009
The put me behind barriers like a prison! but i love it, so i can sit up, stand up and stand! i am fed up with always lying down and  depending on mum or dad to help me sit up or hold me to stand up. And it feels like my little room for my self...

Mum is working in the office again, so we go there every day until 2 or 3 pm, then we go home so i can take a nap at home. I like that, because i see all the people form the office everyday and especially cause i see my dad more often now.  

2009-11-22
My parents took me to a new place a couple of days ago, they call it the south of france, st agnes or the place where grandpapa and aunti laetitia live. it is very warm here and there are loads of trees, i like that! mum and dad showed me the garden and i met many new people. there is always someone to play with or to dance for or with me. last night, mum stayed up very long and dad took care of me, as well this morning. i had loads of fun with him, he even took his face hair of, so his kisses dont give me little red spots anymore! yesterday we went to a place called 'zoo', where i say many strange creatures and as soon as i smiled at one of those creatures, mum like screamed and laughed and took pictures straight away. 'oh my god, she likes goats' she said a thousand times. well, again, it is easy to make mum happy....slowly but surely i know all the tricks! that is great, cause like that i am treated like a princes. 

later on we walked to a coffe shop and i was sleeping on daddy's back. tomorrow we are going back to paris, but i hope we come back soon, cause i love it here! 

2009-11-17
Well, apparently i am anaïs...since i can remember everyone said that to me and a couple of weeks ago i found out that, if people say that and i turn my head, everyone is smiling and being happy, so i started doing that all the time till i realized that that is how i am called; like the black furry things at home are called katze, or the brown green things which move sometimes are called baum. and essen means when mom gives me that fantastic stuff on little spoons! i love that, so many different flavours! today i ate something new again...mom said it was peach with banana and strawberry! very good!

i am still pretty happy with my life....it is very funny, mom and dad try to make me laugh all the time, sometimes they do stuff which is more ridiculous than funny, but i dont want them to realize that they make fools out of themselves, so i laugh, and they are happy.

one week ago, though, mum took me to a very strange place! it was a huge building and it was very hot inside. A strange lady spoke to her and mum looked scared, then they brought me into a very bright room with strange machines and two other persons. they seemed nice, but mum just was not relaxed. then they took off my clothes and strapped me on to a strange bed, so i couldnt move my hands and my legs....it was horrible!! and then they told mum to leave...she hesitated and i screamed to her that she shouldnt leave me alone, that she should stay....she hesitated but they really made her leave. the machine above me started moving and i just screamed but nobobdy understood me or at least they pretended not to understand me. awful, i am telling you, but then it was over and mum came back to free me!!
so apparently that was what they call a 'medical exam'....i never wonna do that again!

2009-11-03
My parents used to have a strange thing which they plugged into the room when i went to sleep there. i dont know exactly what it was, but they spoke to it. Very often mum, when i pretended to sleep, mum told dad to go to the livingroom and listen, and then she would whisper into the thing and dad would scream : "working", mum was happy and  left the room. Now they don't have this thing anymore and since then, every night they come into the room to check on me or just to look at me. You know how annoying that is? what do they think? that i get kidnapped or just disappear? well, i must say, parents are a very strange species, at least mine. but again: so far i have trained them well, so i won't complain.  see you..

2009-11-02
Who, by the way, says, that babies are not allowed to be in a bad mood? the grown ups think that a baby always needs to smile, to cry, to sleep or to eat and nothing else. well, we have feelings as well and sometimes, yes, sometimes we are in a bad mood or even very bad mood. there are lots of things in a baby's life that are annoying : first of all: i cannot walk!! always need to be picked up by someone and secondly: there are soooo many things that i just don't understand or am not able to do, but want to do! so of course that puts me in a bad mood. and then when i see mum, who doesnt understand anything anymore and is completely freaked out...i would like to tell her, that i am just in a bad mood. and nothing else. nothing to worry about. and plus: it is monday! even babies dont like mondays!

2009-10-31 NEW PHOTOS
so, what happened lately? obviously i was too busy to update my blog. mum took me to innsbruck and vienna and i loved it. unofrtunately i got a bit sick and as soon as i got back i got sick again cause my dad got a pretty bad angine. i start to undrestand words like: musik, katze, baum, spazieren gehen and especailly baden. i love to take baths! mum wants to go baby swimming with me, i hope she will do it soon, i cannot wait! my parents seem to understand more and more what i want, that is convenient. they can read my noises, my blabbla and my looks. very funny to boss them around, since they always wonna make sure that i am happy and i get everything i want. like parents should do! i hope they stay like that all my life! i will continue training them in any case...and i must say i have done a pretty good job until now.

oh, i forgot to tell you the most important: my two teeth are out since  the 16th of october! great, isnt it? so i can bite mum now!
 

IF U WANT TO SEE MORE RECENT PHOTOS CLICK HERE  AND HERE  AND HERE

2009-10-07
I CAN SIT!! 

2009-10-06
i am grown up now i think, they gave me real food. on sunday. it was great, but i dont understand the fuzz they made about that!! for the last two weeks mum told me every day: soon u gonna eat pumpkin. every day!! perhaps thats why i wasnt too excited and surprised when it happened, cause i expected too much...but my parents went nuts!! my mum made her self up...they were giggeling and getting all stressed when mum cooked the pumpkin and then they filmed everything. so in the end i made a little dance for them and some faces, that made them happy. today i had a banana and that was very good! mum just doenst understand that i can hold the spoon myself and eat myself! i will show her tomorrow.

last night i decided i want to be the first person thatwakes up in paris, so i woke up at 5:30! Man, was it hard to get mum out of bed. i didnt even try with dad, cause when he sleeps, he doesnt hear anything!! mum usually wakes up straight away, but today i had to put 3 fingers in her nose and start to scream so she would open her eyes! well, ok, it was a bit early, but it is her own fault if she stayed up that late the night before!! hehe...

2009-10-02
Mooorning! I decided to let my mum sleep long today, so i only woke her up at half past six. You have to give her some sleep in the morning someties, otherwise she looks too tired and i want her to be fresh.

I love waking her up. first i put my hands in my mouth and suck them till they are soaky wet and yummy and the i grap her face, tear her nose, pluk her eyes and put my hands in her mouth. she always pretends to sleep for about 10 minutes, but i know that it is not true and in the end: I WIN! and she has to get up! 

for the last two weeks she tells me everyday that on the 3rd of october i am going to eat for the first time some real food. that is tomorrow! i cannot wait what! she said she would make me some potiron (dunno the word in english, in german it is kuerbis) I hope it is going to be fun and i can spit out the food all over the place! i will ask her to take pictures so i can show them to you.
There is something strange going on since monday again....i am so full of energy and so many new things happen and i learn so much stuff; that sometimes i cannot take it anymore and i try to tell mum! i try to tell her to make all this new things stop, and the uncomfort in my mouth...but i dont think that she understands; i hope that goes by soon!

oh, i gave mum the first kiss a couple of days ago! it made her so happy that i did it again, it is piss easy anyways, but i thought i won' t do it too often, so it stays special, and who knows, perhaps i can use it later on in my favour. i tell you, you have to plan ahead! have to go and sit in my swing now...bye!

by the way: mum told me to tell you that all my new pix are on facebook now! so either you become her friend on facebook, or leave her a message through that website and she will give u a name and password so u can connect and see the photos!

2009-09-04
Morning! I don't knwo why my mum makes such a fuss about my behaving at the moment. i hear her complaining about me to dad and her friends on the phone! she says things like: she has never been like that before, i hope it is over soon. just because i am a bit louder than before? perhaps i scream a lot, but i am discovering those new sounds and so many things at the same time, that i have to express that! just because she doesnt understand me, no need to complain. and concerning the nights: well, i decided to auto-form myself to be an FBI agent. you know those agents who try to get out the truth of the prisoners or presumed guilty ones? like they let them sleep for a short while and wake them up, in order to just let them fall asleep again to wake them up even more cruel! so my parents should be glad that i am already thinking of my future job! mots of the babies in my age, dont even know what a job is. ok, the nights are a bit rough for them at the moment, cause i wake them up four to five times......but still!!

have to go and cause some more trouble!! 

2009-09-02
just came back from my trip to austria with mum. it was great, i met my great grand ma and my great aunt and lots of new people! family and friends. it was great, but i had some pain cause of my teeth....u can already see them shining through the flesh! i am very proud! it was a great week, but i saw so many new things and faces that sometimes it was a bit too much; and mum had to present me to everyone and take me out every night!

i met two other babies, annie and noah. i like noah and tried to impress him, but he didnt seem to care. even when i decided to get more direct and tried to take of his body, he stayed quite relaxed...then i rolled myself on my stomach (didnt impress him either!!) and waved my long eyelashes at him. didnt work...will have to wait a couple of years. mum says, i shoud be glad not to have the trouble of having to deal with boys yet. i dont understand why she says that....

i hope i will like taking the airoplane when i am older, cause my mum doesnt like it so we took the train to austria. like 200 years ago!! it was a PAIN!! i think i made her understand that i never wonna do that again.

iwas glad to be back home, in my swing, my bed....but i brought a souvenir from austria: a cold! i already gave it to mum, cause i never had made her a present and i thought it would be a good time. mum is very happy, cause she has a lot of work and i am very difficult and plus she is sick. so she doesnt get bored!

by the way: i dont think it is fair, that all the others are allowed to eat whateer they want and i am only allowed milk...i like milk, but i am very curious of the flavor of real food! whenever mum eats something my eyes get really big and i wish i could have the same. she told me today that she is going to find out if i can already have some normal food as well.

oh, i have to do some more crying and screaming now...bye!

2009-08-11
Hello! yeah, i havent updated my blog in a while, but you must know that i am a very busy, cosmopolitan baby...so i dont have a lot of time to write these days. well, i went to switzerland to visit my grandma in verbier, which is a very nice village in the mountains. the carride to switzerland was a bit of a bummer, and i found out that i dont like cars, i prefer travelling by train! cause in the car they put me in a strange chair and my dad always makes my seatbelt very tight, plus i cannot eat when i am hungry, it is hot etc etc. but i loved the mountains and i saw black cows for the first time in my life! my grandma gave me loads of presents again and took us out to the restaurants!
we met friends of my parents with their babyboy, who is 2 weeks younger than me. so, of course i didnt even look at him. A boy and plus : younger! pfff!

Last week we went to normandie with steffi, krischie and simon. It was a great week, especially because my dad didnt work (except one day...) and was very relaxed! he even spent a whole evening with me! mum left, i dont know where she went, but when she came back, she  and the girls laughed a lot, it seemed like simon and daddy didnt understand why they laughed, they just shook their head... daddy gave me the bottle at night and the whole next day i had to drink from the bottle. i didnt mind in the beginning, but in the evening i prefered to have my usual meal.

i am more than 4 months old now! pretty big! i weigh 6,250 kg and am 65 cm long!  i can grab many things with my hands and sometimes with my feed. you wouldnt believe how loud i can scream! sometimes it surprises myself which kind of noise i am able to make! it is fun! well, i must say: life is pretty fun!

2009-07-17
i know now what i want to become when i am big. Well, my dad wants me to become the first person on mars and the president of the european union, but i wonna become a boxer! i had this idea two days ago when i woke up at 6 in the morning (that is my new hobby!!) So i started the training straight away and since mum was awake as well...(.i ask myself why she was awake? i mean, i was screaming aruond a bit but i can sleep when it is noisy, so...) i challenged her and tried to knock her out...well, i managed to make her nose bleed. yeah! isn't that great! people might say that my legs are big, but i am telling you, my dad is right when he says: only muscles!!

2009-07-13
I have learned so  much new stuff lately that i cannot take it anymore! i can roll over now...i can roll from lying on my back to lying on my stomach...sometimes it makes me a bit angry, cause i wonna be able to move...to crawl, but it doesnt really work yet! todya i dont like being in the office! my mum promised me that she would prepare the seperate room we got here...so her and me can spend our workdays in that room and like that i can sleep better and can have all my toys! i cannot wait!  

2009-07-06
Last week my mum took me to a strange place, where  they held me in front of a strange machine with a light. First i thought that was fun so i laughed, but apparently that's not what they wanted, i lifted up my hands (mum loves that normally...), but no: not happy again! mum tried to hold my head in a way that nobody could see her hands! very strange! after half an hour i had had enough and started crying to show them that i was not happy and i didnt understand what they wanted and mum looked a bit stressed. So we left! Thank god! but last saturday we went to that horrible place again, with dad this time. and same thing again: he held me in front of this machine. i wasnt in a good mood and tired, so i let my hands hang down and i wasnt in the mood to make an effort with smiling or doing stuff with my hands. and they liked it!! i really dont understand those grown ups. mum explained to me that they had to take pictures of me for my passport. and that  i was not allowed to smile, have my mouth open, my arms up and that the hands of my parents had not to be seen. pffff....how complicated!! i am a baby! i should be allowed to do whatever i want whenever i want!!

but i am happy to get my passport, so i am official now and can go travelling! even without my parents....

2009-07-01
It is amazing! now i can really control my hands and my feed!  i was even able to kick something yesterday! my parents bought me a second swing which they put i the office, so i am swinging beside mum. i quite like it and i even fall asleep easily. today is a really hot day here in paris and since my mum is afraid that i dont drink enough, she gave me another liquid to drink. it tasted like nothing but not too bad. and dad is really happy, cause like that he can 'feed' me as well, since that liquid doesnt come from mummy's breasts.

2009-06-29
I got hands!!! and i can play with them, i can touch my parents face and put them in their or in my mouth. plus i can make the funniest loudest noise, sometimes it scares me .... i still dont know exactly how i do it, but it is very loud and i can spend hours screaming!! last weekend onkel hoerf was here and we had loads of fun. he carried my around all the time and played with me. i am his first niece and i think he really likes me; he promised me that we would go out to the disco when i am a bit older, without my parents knowing it! that sounds like a cool oncle! cannot wait! i wish i could walk already or at least be able to move, cause i got so much energy and i need to get rid of it. gotta go now and play with my hands...

009-06-18
A couple of days ago my mom took me to a woman who looked rather nice, so i gave her a big smile and actually enjoyed meetig that woman. actually i think that i had already met her a couple of weeks ago. anyways, this women, took a huge needle and poked me with it with the nicest smile on her face! that hurt a lot and i screamed very loud to show everyone how much it hurt and before i could even take a breath, she already had another needle and pushed it into my leg!! i am telling you, i was not happy!! when we left the room with the nasty woman,my mum decided to wait in the waiting room, because it was raining like crazy. and there i met him! the most beautiful male baby in the world! his name was maxime and he was wearing jeans! how cool! he stared at me and then gave me a big smile, so smiled back! our parents were a bit embarrassing of course, cause they werea so excited about those smiles we gave eacht other! that kind of took the magic away! but thankgod they didnt understand what we talked about....hehe...but i can tell you: well, he is born on the same day as i am and he likes to eat, and sleep and he just found out that he can use his hands a bit, just like me! that must be destiny!  well, even if we have to go to that horrible woman again, i wont take it bad, cause perhaps i meet maxime again!

2009-06-14
Yesterday my parents took me to the place where the dead people are. I find it strange that they love to go there and they even brought me to a special grave, of a singer called jim morrison, who died long time ago. apparently he was one of the greatest singers and mum and dad really like him. then i made mum feed me on a grave...hehe. you know, i want to make her feed me everywhere. in every restaurant they go, even in the street...

i dont know why my mum sometimes complains, that i only wonna fall asleep when she rocks me around. doees she not realizee that i do her a favour? she is always bitching about the fact, that she got too much weight, cause of pregnancy...so i, as a nice daughter should, just try to help her. i make her walk around, jump up and down until she has done a bit of sport! as soon as she sits down, i start crying again....but like that at least she loses weight!

there is a reason behind every scream, that is what the grown ups dont realize...we babies are not stupid, and dont just cry! but it is fun to cry and then watch them trying to find out why i cry! they always try the food first, or changing me. then they see if i am too hot or too cold....then they get worried that i got some pain somewhere.  or they rock me around to make me fall asleep. if nothing of those things make me shut up, then they get worried and mum quite nervous. at least dad always stays relaxed. well sometimes it is only a little fart that got stuck somewhere, which hurts me and i want to tell them...but they dont understand.

at least, now mum wants to teach me the baby sign language. so i can tell her with signs what's up, if i am hungyr, got pain etc....we will see. but at the moment i cannot really control my hands yet. but i succeed to hug my little dog and rocky, the chicken. sometimes i even can grab my dad's ear.

have to stop now, time to bother my parents! 

2009-06-11
I have been on this planet now for more than 2 months and i think i can say that i like it here. my parents try to do everything i want, i just have to cry and they are here. i get food whenever i want, when i smile they are going crazy, cause they think i am sooo cute. and whereever we go, i seem to be the star. besides i get tons of presents. two days ago my grandmother braught me the most beautiful princess dress and loads of other clothes. i start finding out how this planet works, what you have to do to get what you want, so nothing to complain about. next week my parents are getting me a passport! finally, cause like that i can travel and that's where i start getting independent. ok, gotta go now...they want to buy food! 

2009-06-06
Iknow I know, i didnt have time to write. even babies are busy, especially me! but i will give you a short resume of the last 2 weeks. i am nearly 2 months old now and i already grew 10 cm and put on 1, 120 kg since i was born. my face has changed a lot as well, but that you can see when you look at the pictures. when i was born i looked like my mum (in much younger) and now i start looking like a mix of my parents. yesterday i was crying and stuff came out of my eyes, my dad said that that were tears. apparently each time i am going to cry my face is going to be wet.   Last weekend my parents took me on my first trip. We went to normandie and i saw the sea for the first time. nothingh special, it made me fall asleep walking down the beach, dont understad why my mum gets so excited about that blue thing. but the weekend was great and i saw a lot of new things: train, trainstation, butterflies, beach, garden, bees, spiders.....

my favorite room in our appartment is the bathroom...i love it when they change me and take care of me and i like taking baths more and more. i love to float around and kick with my legs. i found out now that if i smile, my parents are happy and they know that i like something. that makes life easier, i still have to teach them to understand my other noises. But mum is pretty good at that, at least she always knows straight away when i am hungry!

did i tell you that they bought me that swing? it works with batteries and i love it! i always fall asleep when they put me in it. in the beginning i was disappointed and kind of angry with them, cause they bought me a machine, instead of pushing the swing themselves...but i guess, like that they got some time to do other stuff. plus the swing got a mobile and can play music. well, actually the music is soooo boring and thats the thig that makes me fall asleep, but i sleep well.

2009-05-24
That weekend Opa and Tante Kathi came from austria. They brought me some presents!! yupppiee...and opa got water in his eyes when he saw me. that is strange. other than that we had a great time, made some long walks and they took a lot of pictures of me!

2009-05-21
Today my parents took me to a thing called Bar/Restaurant for the first time in my life. it was allright, i liked the fact that everybody told me how cute i am! apparently my parents used to go a lot to that place to have some drinks. after a while though i got a bit bored, i dont get how daddy can stay in that place for hours and hours.

i just realized that i got a mouth! so i have to put my hands in my mouth all the time to make sure it is still there...i love it! apparently you can make noises with the mouth, at least my parents can. Cause when they talk they move their mouth. i am trying that now as well, and mum and dad love it! they can stare at me for hours and listen to my noises! if they would know what i am telling them :)!

2009-05-20
i am wearing a dress for the first time today! now i am a real girl! excep that my dad had to make a typical comment....he thinks that the dress is too short and shows too much leg! pff!! he should wait til i really wonna show my legst!! hehe! well, i feel that my mum is on my side on that one and she will make sure dad wont be too strict when i am 16.

a couple of days ago i started realizing that i got a face with eyes and now i found out that i have  a mouth! so i touch my face all the time and love to put my fingers in my mouth! i guess the mouth is the thing with which you communicate...i am trying already, but nobody seems to understand me! but now i know how to smile and they love it!  

2009-05-15
yesterday mom's best friend steffi came to paris to visit us. i like her and of course mum talked a lot about me, which i like as well normally. but she said that i am a baby which is very easy to handle and that i nearly never cry! pffff!! i dont like that, i dont wonna be a boring baby and i am not! i am a rebel!! so i was the 'nice baby' and pretended to fall asleep at about 11 pm and waited till dad put me in my bed like every night and then i started screaming like crazy!! they tried everything: feeding me, changing the dipers, singing songs, rocking me...but i showed them what a real rebel is and didnt stop crying! so now they should know better when they talk about me to their friends! :)

2009-05-12
did i ever tell you about that funny game that i play with my mum at night, or lets say, from 5 am to 8 am? it is called 'lets make believe...' well, i tell you how it works. i scream and pretend to be hungry and each time she sits up, takes me in her arms and puts me to her breast i immediately fall asleep. the second i see the breast i let go and sleep. that is really funny!! cause then she thinks: thank god, she sleeps, she puts me down, lies down again, turns off the light....and at THAT moment i start screaming again! i love to do the over and over again until the morning! it is too bad that i cannot play that game every night, cause sometimes i am very tired as well and i only wake up 2 or three times at night! 

2009-05-11
Today my mummy woke me up in the morning! i always thought that babies can decide themselves when to get up, well, i wasn't very pleased about that. plus she drove me to the doctor in the pouring rain!! i pretended to sleep, cause i was not in a very good mood. at the pmi they weight and measured me. the woman was very nice and she said that i am really pretty! that put me in a better mood and besides i got the perfect measurements....no, not 90-60-90...but 4,5 kg for 55 cm! the doctor made all kind of tests and apparently i am in great health, she told my mum as well how lively and pretty i am. mom was so proud that she got a smile from one ear to the other one, so i waited till mom and the doctor looked at me and i smiled. ha!! that made my mother even more proud! if they all would know that babies can smile from birth...they just pretend not to be able to do that in the beginning.

oops! am hungry, have to scream now! see you later....

2009-05-09

i decided to have my own blog, like my mum! yesterday i was exactly one month old and i have to say, slowly i get used to this new world in which i have been living since the 8th of april. although life before was easier, it was always warm, i was surrounded by mums body, i could eat whenever i wanted and i didnt have to wear clothes and dipers. i was ready to stay in mom for a couple of months more, but then they did something so i wouldnt find it comfortable in her tummy anymore, i got squeezed for a whole day every couple of minutes, then pushed out and some strange man tried to pull me out...i didnt feel very well and suddenly they pushed me in again and soon later they cut up my mum and pulled me out like that! suddenly i found myself in a very strange room, surrounded by strangers and i was freezing! luckily my dad took me in his arms straight away. i recognized him by his voice and his smell.  he showed me to mum and then stayed with me all the time, till my mum was able to hold me. everything was new! it was loud, very bright and cold. besides i had to breathe with my loungs! i was not sure if i would like that new life, but at least there was my dad and my mum who never left me alone, and they talked to me a lot even if i didnt understand a word. for the next couple of days we all stayed in the hospital, i tried to eat but mommy and me had some difficulties. we both had to learn how to do that, and we both got very nervous, me cause i was hungry and mum cause she felt bad that she couldnt feed her own daughter.

but as soon as we were home, it worked out well and mum was not nervous anymore all of a sudden. i am quite happy with my parents, they seem to love me a lot and i think they are happy to have me! that feels great and they take pictures of me all the time, every move i make makes them love and scream out how cute i am. my latest thing is to smile and they go crazy about it! this morning they put me between them in their bed and i smiled  a couple of times and they went nuts!! took pic after pic and screamed, tried to tickle me (i am not ticklish yet, but they dont get that)

my favorite room in our home is the bathroom. i love it there cause it is very warm and there are a lot of things to look at, besides dad and mum are always singing songs there and often they put me in the sink filled with warm water. a couple of days ago i even took a bath together with mum and that reminded me of my life before! it was great! the other reason why i love that place is that they change my dipers there. and they are convinced that  cannot control my pipi and gaga. but thats not true, i can control it, so i have a lot of fun always making pipi and very often gaga when they just have cleaned me! i got really good at it, and now i can even aim at dad's chest or mums face!

i think i have to sleep now......see you later!


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